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[22 Dec 2003|06:05pm] |
im so tired of hearing my dad yell at my mom, and im tired oh her crying, im just about to leave and i not even kidding, i dont even care, im tired of living in this house with them,and when i leave and i write the note he'll know it was all him and that i hate him and what he does to my mom,i thought about it for so long i think i could pull it off, or i'd probaley end up dead in week but who really cares right? Id take all the money in his pockets and catch the next train as far as it will take me and just try and get by.
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[21 Dec 2003|09:46pm] |
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I felt so silly this morning XD Two more days of school yippie skippie :D I downloaded a bunch of Disney songs today hehehe.
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[21 Dec 2003|03:34pm] |
Meg:
If there's a prize for rotten judgement
I guess I've already won that
No man is worth the aggravation
That's ancient history, been there, done that!
Muses:
Who'd'ya think you're kiddin'
He's the Earth and heaven to you
Try to keep it hidden
Honey, we can see right through you
Girl, ya can't conceal it
We know how ya feel and
Who you're thinking of
Meg:
No chance, no way
I won't say it, no, no
Muses:
You swoon, you sigh
why deny it, uh-oh
Meg:
It's too cliche
I won't say I'm in love
I thought my heart had learned its lesson
It feels so good when you start out
My head is screaming get a grip, girl
Unless you're dying to cry your heart out
Oh
Muses:
You keep on denying
Who you are and how you're feeling
Baby, we're not buying
Hon, we saw ya hit the ceiling
Face it like a grown-up
When ya gonna own up
That ya got, got, got it bad
Meg:
No chance, now way
I won't say it, no, no
Muses:
Give up, give in
Check the grin you're in love
Meg:
This scene won't play,
I won't say I'm in love
Muses:
You're doin flips read our lips
You're in love
Meg:
You're way off base
I won't say it
Get off my case
I won't say it
Muses:
Girl, don't be proud
It's O.K. you're in love
Meg:
Oh
At least out loud,
I won't say I'm in love
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[21 Dec 2003|01:52pm] |
Im not mastering the adobe yet but i still like them
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[21 Dec 2003|01:07pm] |
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[20 Dec 2003|01:22pm] |
silhouettes above the cradle hold me down
they won't let me go the wrong way
my mother taught me all the fables, told me how
in the end all the sinners have to pay
but...
i don't wanna live like my mother
i don't wanna let fear rule my life
and i don't wanna live like my father
i don't wanna give up before i die
he worked so hard his bones are breaking
he wore them down but long ago he lost the feeling
his good intentions leave me shaking, show me how
i don't ever want to end up like he did
and...
when i have kids
i won't put any chains on their wrists, i won't
i'll tell them this
there's nothing in this world that you can't be if you want it enough
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[20 Dec 2003|01:04pm] |
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would you stay with a man that would make you cry and call you names, and say your children hate you, i wonder why my mom does. All i can do is turn the music up and shut the door to drown out him and his yelling. He's a stupid man that thinks he's alays right when he isnt. My moms an asshole, im a piece of shit according to him. He calls my mom a drunk adn a retard and i dont know why she puts up withit. and when she trys to say something he just yells more. She tells him to shut up and he says dont you fucking tell me to shut up. I hate him and i wish he wasnt my dad. I wish my mom would leave him so i wouldnt have to see her cry anymore. he complians about his own mom not teating his grandmother good, that his mom calls her nams and everythgnoij sf bgdft nyvepw[sorry] and he does the same thibg t nsdj,kdjs ipgb hiu SDG Jdkjblgiupvdfm inbytghgydp v kl;vkjlfhdcfvblk jdtnlf;sdF :sdGJ dg;jj;djdxdgZ
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[20 Dec 2003|12:07pm] |
i made two icons :D
more to come ^___^
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[20 Dec 2003|11:13am] |
When we met light was shed
Thoughts free flow you said you've got something
Deep inside of you
A wind chime voice sounds
Sway your hips round rings true
It goes deep inside of you
These secret garden beams
Changed my life so it seems
A fall breeze blows outside
I don't break stride
Thoughts are warm, and they go
Deep inside of you
And I never felt alone, alright
Till I met you
Friends say I've changed
I don't listen cause I live to be
Deep inside of you
Slide of her dress shouts in darkness
I'm so alive
I'm deep inside of you
You said boy make girl feel good
But still deep inside
Still I've never felt alone
Till I met you
I'm alright on my own
And then I met you
And I'd know what to do if I just knew what's coming
I would change myself if I could
I'd walk with my people if I could find them
And I would say that I'm sorry to you
I'm sorry to you, and I don't want to call you
But then I want to call you cause I don't want to crush you
But I feel like crushing you and it's true
I took for granted you were with me
I breathe by your looks and you look right through me
But we were broke and didn't know
And we were broke and didn't know
And we were broke and didn't know
And we were broke and didn't know
Something's gone you withdraw and I'm not strong like before
I was deep inside of you
I can go nowhere
I burn candles and stare at a ghost
Deep inside of you
And some great need in me
Starts to bleed
I've lost my self there's nothing left
It's all gone
Deep inside of you
Deep inside of you
Deep inside of you
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[20 Dec 2003|09:09am] |
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[20 Dec 2003|08:31am] |
yesterday i went over emilys after school >_< it was fun! We took pictures :) Then I went over Calvins and we ate pizza and he played his guitar and then we messed with this kids mind on the internet for like hours haha. Then i went home. The end!
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[17 Dec 2003|10:25pm] |
god dammit i had to reset my computer becuase i punched my keyboard because i was angry and made it lock up.
slfhisdfs fdsjfiosdjf
god why do i get so angry over things like that, its so gay, i'd love to just go all out and say everything but theres no point is there, you really wouldnt care all that much, probaley be "too serious" for you, and even by writing this you'll probaley be like yea blah blah how do you know how i'll act god im so tired of thinking about well if i do this will it be okay or will he not like it.
all i want is a complement
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[17 Dec 2003|07:28pm] |
at katies and we be part-eing ::WINK WINK:: GET IT!!!! ....
we took pictures also wi\h\cuc\ic {thay t\sawy s whcionn}
[thay wsay whcih]Katie trys ** that says which..
bacl\k to njenny whatys up my people.;;;;;;;;;;;;;;no not reeally ,,, i llovr katie whshe;'s my baybyu girl YEAH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!111
Hey this is katie jennys friend i loev jenny penny shes a sexy girl! she's eatting all my dounuts that o tay i don't even like dounuts
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[16 Dec 2003|03:57pm] |
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You say the hill's too steep to climb,
Climb it!
You say you'd like to see me try,
Climb it!
You pick the place and I'll choose the time
And I'll climb
The hill in my own way
just wait a while, for the right day
And as I rise above the treeline and the clouds
I look down hear the sound of the things you said today
Fearlessly the idiot faced the crowd, smiling
Emotionless the magistrate turns 'round, frowning
and who's the fool who wears the crown
Go down in your own way
And everyday is the right day
And as you rise above the fearlines in the frown
You look down
Hear the sound of the faces in the crowd
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| howdy |
[15 Dec 2003|09:54pm] |
i did it with my middle name or its my full name i really dont know ask my mom...
J - Jealousy.
E - You are a very exciting person.
N - You like to work, but you always want a break.
N - You like to work, but you always want a break.
Y - You cause a lot of trouble.
L - Love is something you deeply believe in.
Y - You cause a lot of trouble.
N - You like to work, but you always want a break.
N - You like to work, but you always want a break.
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